Thursday, July 24, 2008

Day 24

Ok. This is the last day, actually.
Damn. I mean... damn. The previous exam for this university I wrote with one girl from courses. She sat just behind me. Today she told me she did not want to speak with me because I did not help her at the exam. She asked me about 30 times and I did not answer. Damn. I did not hear her. This is the person I would have helped if she asked me. Cause I like her. I mean, she's not my type, really, but she is not like "let's get drunk after exams!". And I've known her for 11 months now.
That hurts, but it hurts mentally. I know I would have helped her if only I heard she was asking for my help. But she does not. Damn. It is a misunderstanding, but what should I do?
When she told me about that I apologized. I said I did not hear, but she was like "Ah, yes, of course". Well, she did not want to speak with me, so I did not bother her. And eventually, our seats were on two different sides of the room. The exam was in sports gym so I'm not even sure if I can call it 'the room'. It is like she got about 70 points and I got 86,2.
Anyway, it is sad. Damn. I am growing up with tears in my eyes (Just kidding. Though, this is not a joke).
I am free now. Totally free. I'll rest for a while. And then, maybe tomorrow, I'll begin the Big Room Cleaning. Firstly, because I do it every year and, secondly, because I have not done it for quite a long time now. It's shameful. Hm, and thirdly, because I finished my school and I do not need all this stuff now.
So. This is the real end here.
I got the habit of writing in the blog every day =)

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

hahaa.... i read almost all of your "exam days" gotta say i am in bad condition .... :D(not a joke) i have exams very soon n i some how got to this blog of yours.... by now u must have left this part of the blog... lol n someone actually read it after 2 years.... :D .... any ways juss wanna say.... congrats for "back-then" for gettin in yer choice of institute.....
n hey i saw code geass too... =) (nice anime)

Xiena Lin said...

Hello there! I really did not expect feedback, but here it is - 2 years after, you are right =)
I know how you feel. Well, since that time I've had more exams, more frustration and more success. In what Universities do you want to be accepted?
And I know (and you know, too) you have courage and strength to make your dreams real :D
and yeah, Code Geass was great =)

Anonymous said...

i am already inside the university.... :P its gonna be my last exam for first year... (doing petroleum. engg.) still have exams to deal with... please dont mind the late reply.... :( i havent been doin gr8 in studies lately .... since i m not that gr8 of a student :P ... good to hear that u r doin well with your challenges... well life is full of them... ... :P best of luck!!

Unknown said...

I am looking forward to checking out more posts!
Gerberian Shepsky
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