Me as my perfect boyfriend

Oh well

1. I do not smoke
2. I do not drink so much to have a headache in the morning
3. I do not swear like everyone does
   
4. I do not care about clothes, they just have to be not so dirty and smelly (wooph)
5. I hate waking up in the morning and going to bed early
6. I like watching films and freaky videos and I like anime
   
7. I use Linux and Firefox
8. I like listening to music of different styles, I listen to happy hardcore and I like it.
9. I love playing computer games
10. I can cook simply dishes
11. I like ice cream and sweets and chips and this kind of stuff
12. I am pretty ambitious
13. I am not the type to pick a friend for a night, I prefer long-lasting relationship
    
14. It is hard for me to get intimate with the person and share something with him/her
15. I am cautious and I am a freak of washing hands because I know what happens if you don't do that
16. I like riding my bike like a noob and running
17. I am a plan-machine, and I want somebody to be with me to get out of the boredom
    
18. I want to try everything and I want to be laughed at by someone who tries it for the first time too
19. I want to take someone's hand if there is a chance and I like telling stories and remembering things
    
20. I do not like pets. People are much more interesting. Rats are funny, though
21. I like to take photos and nobody lets me =(
22. Well, I am cute ^__^
    

Oh... Man, I am just my perfect boyfriend.
Hm-m. I don't think I am my perfect girlfriend, really. That's the point here, isn't it?
And why am I writing this? Because it is spring and everybody is kissing in front of me?
And I have got nothing to do but look into the skies, listen to happy hardcore in my headphones and smile - smile because I know that everyone can be happy and because everyone is happy. Pa-pa-ra-rara-pa-pa-ra-rara-pa-pa-ra-hohoo-pa-pa-ra-hohoo-living without your love-cant stop thinking about you... cant stop dreaming about you... hell is living without your love...life will never be the same... my heart recalls you name... (c)
Well, some disturbing facts about me and my life. Ehem...

About being in love and memory

School is boring. It just takes my time. Non-productive time, though.
My head began aching after I ate (when came from school), I was singing one song of which I know only one verse and ending. And there was one line which I could not remember and when I tried to remember it my head began to hurt. It still hurts. And I thought it was because I was hungry, so we ate after evening studies today. And now I am waiting for the tablet to make this in its own way.
I saw a boy in love today. I know him, he was my classmate some years ago. I saw him by chance - in the underground, when I was running to my studies as I thought I was going to be late. He was with his girlfriend. I guess it is she, whom he talked about few months ago. And he closed his eyes and I knew for sure that he is in love. And she looked the other way, so his face was covered with her light-brown hair. I suppose this is the way this type of guys fall in love. I mean that is how he loves. Because I have never met such a guy. So, that was beautiful and it gave me good emotions. And I was happy - don't know why - I was just happy for him to be with his beloved.
Well, what is the life for, anyway? What will we remember when the time comes? Books we read or films we saw? Or maybe these very sights that we get every time we are happy or sad moments? Or our long conversations like the one I had on skype the day before with a friend in Germany? Or all these stresses about exams? I'm not sure, but I think it will be the ones whom we love and our memories connected with them. I hope I will not lose my memory till the day I die.

My Running Home

Oh, yes, of course I'm watching Scrubs and that's where I get all these post titles. I have given up watching my favorite cartoons - Japanese animation - you know what I mean, and now I watch Scrubs like I've nothing else to do. Learn, sweety, learn!
Arghm. So, this afternoon I had English evening studies. I had never expected that he would come, but he was there. The greatest person himself, a guy who has been skipping his other studies for 6 months already, he came. And that was fun, he joked every time I was bored, so these 2 hours were like... like one hour really.
And I told him to wait for me for we go home together. It was Hell. I mean, I had to run. My legs hurt. And we went to MacDonald's but he ate like he was in such a hurry. I got an ice cream, by the way, with chocolate and caramel, just love it. And I was so nervous, I could hardly talk. So, we hardly talked...
Though, that was a wonderful experience. I felt my mind to be almost blind with excitement, where did my cynicism go? Or can it be love? Hell, no. But I admit that he is the person whom I really admire. He just amazes me. Last time I saw him on English, he was late for 1.40 hours. Great